Does anyone have that friend who you used to be really close to but now it’s all suddenly gone a bit… well, cold?
She has always been my best friend from about year 8 (now I’m in year 11) and now we rarely talk, or can find anything to talk about. If you remember waaayyyy back when, her name is Cobalt, and she is the one I wasn’t sure I could trust anymore. It kinda stresses me out, because I don’t want to loose her altogether, but it doesn’t feel like we really ‘click’ anymore like we used to.
I have spoken to Apricot about this- he doesn’t like her since she started spilling my secrets. I just kinda… I don’t know how I feel. It is so so confusing because she is still classed as my best friend, and it would be shocking to the rest of my friends if they thought that we weren’t getting along. I think that the main problem is that it’s not like we’ve physically fallen out. It’s more like we’ve moved apart.
I don’t know what to do about it. I think maybe that if I just leave it, it will just get worse. I don’t want to loose her, but then again maybe growing apart is for the best? I am just so confused and don’t quite understand what the hell is going on in my life of mine. French controlled assessment on Friday, NCS form in on Friday, Sixth form application in on Friday, History revision in on Friday, History essay in on Friday. Christ almighty I hate Fridays.
I am confused. Now you are probably confused too. Apologies for any inconvenience caused.
Love (muddled) Ginger xxx